Thursday, October 12, 2006

Moving Forward....

I want to thank you all sooo much for all your kind words. You don't know how much they meant, and still mean, to me. I actually reread your comments several times and they did put a smile on my face because of the sincerity and overall compassion in your words.

It wasn't easy but I believe that I got through it. It was extremely difficult because it happened when my husband was away on business. I went through all the phases - denial, anger, sadness, bitterness, and now, peace. I have a strong faith in God and I believe that when the time is right, it will happen. And Joy, your comment did give me hope - thank you!! :)

Like Maggie noted, it happened for a reason. I truly do believe that. And I will take this time to better myself so that when it does happen, my body will be ready. Besides, the practice isn't so bad ;) heh heh

5 comments:

Joy said...

HOORAY!!! I'm soooo happy to see you. :) I want to say more, but I should already be out the door. Yikes! BIG, BIG hugs to you my friend. I'm just tickled to see you posting again and had to let you know.

iliana said...

I'm so glad to see you back posting Amelia. I can't imagine what you've gone through but it sounds like you are feeling better. I'm happy to hear that.

Amelia said...

You both are too sweet!! Thank you so much! {{{{hugs}}}}

Carl V. said...

I'm glad that you are back. Reading between the lines it sounds like you are taking the right approach to allowing yourself to heal and not trying to 'just get over it' or anything. So sorry that this happened while your husband was away, that surely made everything even harder and I'm sure it was hard for him being away.

Amelia said...

Thank you so much, Carl V. {{hugs}} It was definitely difficult for him, but he was my rock and I truly appreciated that. :)